i feel it all.
http://hernamewastruth.tumblr.com/post/3080471763
what the hell, its already friday somewhere, right? 
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just a quick note…
you can find my poetry here from now on : )
and i can also be found here these days : )
come sweet butterfly by ~mythanime on deviantART
http://mythanime.deviantart.com/art/come-sweet-butterfly-119838270
i had a dream about one of these butterflies last night. it was in my garden out back. i wanted to catch it and it flew over and landed on my hand. i cupped it and gently put it in a box, trying not to disturb its wings too much. it wasnt very happy in the box, i was worried it might hurt itself and not be able to fly anymore, so i let it go.
the night before, i dreamed of a huge wasp, about 8 inches long.it was circling the ceiling fan in my bedroom (there is no ceiling fan in my bedroom, but i did have one in my room growing up). it was so big, i got a wastebasket and was going to try and trap it and put it outside, but it flew very and landed on the back of my hand/wrist. i figured i would just walk it outside, but halfway to the door i got really worried it would sting me and started freaking out. i grabbed it by its back and flipped it over, and it had a beak like a bird. then i thought of keeping it, i was confused whether it was an insect or a bird, but i opened the door and let it go and it flew happily away.
i wonder what bug dreams mean, maybe its just the cold medicine
Saying Images-Amazing Images With Inspired Sayings picture on VisualizeUs
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i guess this girl needs a 12 pack before her breath gets taken away? 
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Buried Memories by `zemotion on deviantART
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last night i was feeling really sad
i had a dream that brought up some old memories,
and some really not so good feelings
humiliation, sadness embarrassment, shame
it was a big ball of terrible emotions and i felt it all
memories i have tried to push back in the back of my mind
things i know were not my fault, but lay heavy in my heart and head
leave me feeling i am the one to blame
that i am the only one carrying this burden
for all the wrongs that were done to me by others
i sat
and i felt it, and i felt it, and felt it some more
the urge to make it all go away
take some pills, drink some wine
anything to distract me from what i was feeling
to take the sadness away and replace it with nothing
it hit me more than once
but i chose to sit with it
and tell myself that it will pass
i mean, i could blot it out,and just pass out and feel nothing
but i wanted to try and just *feel* it, and let it go
hoping in a way that maybe letting it process that way
would somehow make the next time i felt that way a little easier to bear
and you know?
it did pass
i was able to go to sleep with a light heart and the sadness was gone
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hmmmmm. it has been a while since i have had so many coronas
o well its summer
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oh for petes sake what kind of dirty foot hell is this?
i was just out barefoot fixing a sprinkler in dirty rocks and my feet look fucking pristine compared to this
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Time in a bottle by *iNeedChemicalX on deviantART
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